t h e r e m i n i s c e n t s t a r - -
v2.o -star.
thereminiscentstar .
portia jolene ; posh * lene * (:
LALAPOLYPOCKETCHOONG ;
going 19 .
nafa svaf .
attached . =)
they call me starshine ; tinkerbell ; queenLALA*
191286
broken; and worthless .
hyper .
not what i seem to be .
tend to lose myself in thoughts .
daydreamerr .
sadistic .
black ; hotpeenk ; orange ; white ; purple .
lamee . extremely at times .
comforts people ; but yearns comfort from friends .
cynical .
imperfect .
stubborn .
bossy .
extremely fragile ;
has a soft mushy heart .
am redundant whereever i am . =)
yearns to fly *
je'taime .
the Man Up there . =))
him. =D
churchies .
EEYOREE !
monokuro boo .
cinnamoroll .
starrs .
my telescope . also known as my WIFE . =]
butterflies .
qing tian wawa .
windmills .
carousels .
dancing .
clubbing .
esplanade .
east coast .
southern most point .
changi airport .
marina south .
to be a unique !
blowing bubbles .
jewellery making . =D
taking black&white photographs .
photoshopp !
princess .
cousins shannon&jamie !
sad songs .
piano ; sax ; guitar . (but can't play any)
Saturday, July 29, 2006
i think i get it .
i finally get it .
this entry will prolly be not so nice .
so if you're not prepared .
please don't read it .
((:
okay so here i go .
this is for you.
so i read your blog .
and i must say .
yes i'm disappointed .
i thought maybe after this you'll get it .
but sadly you don't .
why is it always others and not you ?
look.
i'm not saying its only you .
but come on .
like i told you the other time .
please . grow up .
doing that sorta nonsense isn't gonna change things .
if it would it'll only serve to make things worse .
and if that's what you want . fine .
but lemme tell you this .
i don't think i'll ever forgive you if you do .
yeah i know this isn't easy for you to swallow .
but what's done is done .
so shouldn't you be tryin to make things better instead of it geting worse ?
self pity-ing doesn't work . doesn't help .
i might be sounding harsh and like a fucking bitch right now ..
but .
seriously .
you're not a kid anymore .
remember what i told you the other day .
please . grow up . ns is coming soon .
if you don't i don't know how you're ever gonna cope with ns life .
and doing stupid things for a reason ?
no that doesnt work .
cos you alr said its a stupid thing aint it ?
so the reason will most probably be a dumb one .
so ..
i hope you get what i'm tryin to say .
the world doesn't evolve around one person .
i hope you'll learn to stand on your own .
and please take care of yourself .
how can you take care of others if you can't even do tht ?
you're so gonna take this the wrong way i know .
but i just think you deserve to know .
and if you wanna continue giving me attitude den fine .
go ahead cos i'm beyond caring .
((:
END OF NOT SO NICE PART .
okay this is for yoo .
((:
i'm sorry for that wack in your face .
=(
i so totally didn't mean it !
>.<
bleah .
i feel so bad .
and when i saw yoo so angry .
i felt so sad . =|
SO SORRY ! =( =( =( =( =( =( =(
for that i'll sing the moomoocow song the next time for yoo !
=X
((:
*tug tug sleeevee . =P
OKAY and next for YEW .
((: thanks for the wake up call on fri ..
haha .
and thanks for the early morning scolding . =P
but yeah i know its for my own good .
i understand .
=D
HAHA .
but i'm so happy for you !
SEE . i told you lor .
you don't believe me.
and YES .
thanks ah .
i alr do know tht .
when it comes to other ppl i know a heck lotta stuff .
but when it comes to myself its a total crap case .
haha .
but i dont want la .
you get it ?
HMMMM .
yesh cannot say too much .
((:
talk soon !
AND PLEASE .
BE HAPPY .
BE SAFE .
((:
OKAY .
i think i'm just about done here .
later . ((:
;elysium.
4:15:00 PM
eternitywithYOU.
Zen Neeon .
new laptop .
Christian Dior - Dolce Vita .
Corrinne May's 2 albums .
Plumb's albums .
Dishwalla's albums .
Nicholas Spark's books .
Levis 501 & Diva Jeans .
Chronicles of Narnia .
a new starglobe . =|
my daisy rock star bass .
